April 6, 2021
I’m Not Letting Go Until You Bless Me
My child after Jacob stole Esau’s birthright with his mother Rebecca’s help – he went through twenty-one years of testing and trials when he had the revelation of the ladder and the angels ascending and descending, but I was faithful to My promise through those years. The night he had the revelation I revealed Myself to Jacob saying: ‘I am with you and will keep you wherever you go and I will bring you back to this land, for I will not leave you until I have done what I have spoken to you. My goodness, that leads you to repentance. Jacob did a lot of repenting when he realized his own sinfulness. Many things will happen in your life – when the veil is lifted you will see how tender and merciful I truly am. Laban had deceived Jacob and changed his wages ten times, but I did not allow him to hurt Jacob. He said to Laban, unless the God of my fathers, the God of Abraham and Isaac had been with me, surely now you would have sent me away empty-handed. God has seen my affliction and labor of my hands.
After all these years Jacob was returning to the land of his birth, and his heart was filled with fear. If he ever needed Me it was now! He sent his wives, children, sheep, cattle, camels, and donkeys on and he wanted to be left alone with Me. Jacob was alone with Me and I wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. I saw Jacob’s need and came down to meet him. I wrestled with the supplanter – (the one who takes over or takes someone to a place on purpose). I wrestled with Jacob breaking him, changing and transforming him. Esau had the power to take away everything Jacob had and execute vengeance on him and he knew it. Jacob knew that the only one who could deliver him was Me the God of his Father. He met Me there alone lean in his soul and bankrupt. Oh, how much more you need to get alone with Me to be broken and transformed! You must get alone with Me by yourself to receive a revelation of My grace, love, and mercy of My plan and purpose for you! My beloved, won’t you come away with Me to a quiet place and spend time alone with Me?
