March 20, 2023
An Unloving Spirit Toward Self?
My beloved child ‘you are the Apple of My Eye’. What does that mean? In the Hebrew ‘apple’ in this context ‘iyshown’ means the dark pupil of the eye, it’s your eye gate or the door of your eye, that which is dearest to you and that, which must have extreme care and protection. Rejection comes, and begins, in your family!
Wasted and separated from Me – I found Jacob in such a place, hiding in a desert land, and in the waste howling wilderness, and led him about, instructing him and kept him as the pupil of My eye. (Deuteronomy 32:10-12) You are the pupil of My Eye, (Proverbs 7:2) and I am with you instructing you. (Psalms 17:8) The enemy comes and attacks you with rejection, then an unloving spirit attaches itself to you like a parasite to make you feel rejected and you reject yourself just as Jacob did. It will cause you to withdraw out of fear of abandonment. (Psalms 17:7-9)
The enemy uses his same old tricks; he is an accuser of My children. He whispers lies to you to make you feel you don’t measure up – consequently, you don’t like yourself. When you look at yourself in the mirror you don’t like what you see. Self-rejection, self-hatred, and fear of man are the greatest bondages known to mankind however, you can be free and love yourself the way I created you!
If you have separated yourself from Me your loving heavenly Father – Repent and turn back to Me. (1 John 1:9, Psalms 103:12) Take authority over the devil that is ruling your spirit and soul, and over Satan and his Kingdom. Release your spirit to receive My love and let peace cover your mind. You are the object of My attention and I love you. (Deuteronomy 10:15) You are righteous now – in right standing with Me and you are the Apple of My eye! (Zechariah 2:8)
Begin speaking the Word only! (Matthew 8:5-13) You must fight fire with fire! Find scripture and memorize it, hiding it in your heart, for My Word is ammunition and when you speak it your tongue becomes a two-edged sword; it will pierce through and divide soul and spirit, bone and marrow and reveal the intents of the heart. (Hebrews 4:12)
When the accuser starts to accuse you (Revelations 12:9-11) – take aim and fire: ‘It is written: the eyes of the Lord are upon Me and His ears are open to My cry! (Psalms 34:15) I am the apple of His eye! Renounce an unloving spirit as well as rejection and take your authority as a believer and fellowship with other believers. (Psalms 7:7-8) I am not a man that I should lie. (Numbers 23:19) You are the apple of My eye beloved one!
