October 4, 2021
Clean Heart and Eyes
Beloved one, do you have a clean heart? Are your eyes pure before the Lord? In October 2017 I began have chest pain so severe I could not breathe, and it affected my walking. At first, I thought, something must be out of place in the vertebrae down my chest, so I went to my chiropractor who is great about getting everything back into place. He worked on me two days in a row. The second day after my adjustment, I couldn’t walk or breathe. I tried to make it to my car and could not because the pain was so severe. I went back in his office and asked if I could lay down on the sofa in the waiting area for a few minutes in hopes the pain would ease up. He said, ‘yes!’ But out of concern he started trying to figure out what was wrong and speaking negative diagnosis over me. I said, ‘In Jesus name I do not receive that!’ After about thirty minutes I got up and made it to my car.
As I was returning home, I decided I should let my daughter know the severity of the pain. I called her and she insisted that I go to the ER or my doctor. I kept telling her I am not going to the doctor. I trust God to heal and restore me. Then she called her dad, and he threatened to come pick me and take me to the doctor. So, at 8:00 p.m. I decided to go to my doctor’s office whose office is open till 9:00 p.m. Upon my arrival, they did every heart test, scan, ekg, blood work, etc. and by 9:00 p.m. (closing time) they had all the results. I was amazed how quickly they did everything! The doctor came into my room with the diagnosis. He said, ‘your heart is so clean!’ (Psalms 51:10) There is nothing wrong with your heart! (Psalms 107:20) Praise the Lord that was incredible news, but I was still in terrible pain.
I host a lot of Women’s Retreat’s, Leader’s Retreat’s, and Married Couples Retreat’s and the one thing I focus on and help each person do is get rid of root issues from the past, forgive and let go! I fully understand that ‘hurt people hurt other people but healing only comes through forgiveness.’ (Mark 11:25) I have been doing soul wound cleansing in myself since 2008 or before. (Proverbs 4:23)
Then later I went in for an eye exam and my ophthalmologist said, ‘you have really clean eyes!’ I have never heard anyone say you have a clean heart and clean eyes. I believe that is from dealing with things immediately on a spiritual level and there is no room in my body for anything except the all-powerful Word of God. (2 Timothy 2:21) But God healed me and the doctors couldn’t find a thing! All praise be to King Jesus! When you take on your Father in Heaven’s identity you should look a lot like him.
Say this with me:
Father I thank you for cleansing my heart and eyes. Purity of heart and eyes in Jesus holy name. I declare and decree I have my father’s eyes and heart. Pure and clean!
