What Is an Unloving Spirit Toward Self?

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My beloved child ‘you are the Apple of My Eye’. What does that mean? In the Hebrew ‘apple’ in this context ‘iyshown’ means the dark pupil of the eye, it’s your eye gate or the door of your eye, that which is dearest to you and that; which must have extreme care and protection. Rejection comes, begins, in your family! Wasted and separated from Me – I found Jacob in such a place, hiding in a desert land, and in the waste howling wilderness and led him about, instructing him and kept him as the pupil of My eye. You are the pupil of My Eye, and I am with you instructing you. The enemy comes and attacks you with rejection

The enemy comes and attacks you with rejection, then an unloving spirit attaches itself to you like a parasite to make you feel rejected and you reject yourself just as Jacob did. It will cause you to withdraw out of a fear of abandonment.  The enemy uses his same old tricks; he is an accuser of My children. He whispers lies to you to make you feel you don’t measure up – consequently, you don’t like yourself. When you look at yourself in the mirror you don’t like what you see. Self-rejection, self-hatred, and fear of man are the greatest bondages known to mankind however, you can be free and love yourself the way I created you! If you have separated yourself from Me your loving heavenly Father – Repent, and turn back to Me. Take authority over the devil that is ruling your spirit and soul and over Satan and his Kingdom.

Release your spirit to receive My love and let peace cover your mind. You are the object of My attention and I love you. You are righteous now – in right standing with Me and you are the Apple of My eye! Begin speaking the Word only! You must fight fire with fire! Find scripture and memorize it, hiding it in your heart, for My Word is ammunition and when you speak it your tongue becomes a two-edged sword; it will pierce through and divide soul and spirit, bone and marrow and reveal the intents of the heart.

When the accuser starts to accuse you – take aim and fire: ‘It is written: the eyes of the Lord are upon Me and His ears are open to My cry! I am the apple of His eye! Renounce an unloving spirit as well as rejection and take your authority as a believer and fellowship with other believers. I am not a man that I should lie. You are the apple of My eye beloved one!

 “He found him in a desert land And in the wasteland, a howling wilderness; He encircled him, He instructed him, He kept him as the apple of His eye. As an eagle stirs up its nest, Hovers over its young, Spreading out its wings, taking them up, Carrying them on its wings, So the Lord alone led him, And there was no foreign god with him.  (Deuteronomy 32:10-12 NKJV)

The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, And His ears are open to their cry. (Psalms 34:15 NKJV) 

I call to you, God, because I’m sure of an answer. So-answer! bend your ear! listen sharp! Paint grace-graffiti on the fences; take in your frightened children who are running from the neighborhood bullies straight to you. Keep your eye on me; hide me under your cool wing feathers from the wicked who are out to get me, from mortal enemies closing in. (Psalms 17:7-9 NKJV) 

David cried out asking Me: I call to you, God, because I’m sure of an answer. So-answer! Bend your ear! Listen sharp! Paint grace-graffiti on the fences; take in your frightened children who are running from the neighborhood bullies straight to You. Keep your eye on me; hide me under your cool wing feathers From the wicked who are out to get me, from mortal enemies closing in. (Psalms 7:7-8 Message)

 For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. (Hebrews 4:12 NKJV)